Friday, June 1, 2007

lost in the nether parts

okay, like any other day in any typical office, big or small, I am confused. Now, my confusion is that i hate 9-5 system and the world majorly loves it. I am being constantly reminded that this is one decent way of sustenance for the kayastha community. In my family the dictum is that " Lala ka ladka pada bhala ya mara bhala". I do not buy this logic and feel more oriented towards entrepreneurship. But, being born in an educated community I feel that maybe that I am suffering from a DNA defect. just the other day, I was reading an article on schizophrenia and was surprised to know that 1% of the global population is afflicted by it and 58% of the writers have it. Being from a writing background, I feel the fear of being a schizophrenic also. That remains undetected though, if at all it is there. If that is the case, then I might be having an excuse why the I get pissed off by the corporate. But then, this will detrimentally affect my life simply anywhere and not just the corporate. I may be acting like an escapist hypochondraic or a malingerer. whatever, the confusion reigns large.
as of now, i a living in an obscure place trying to find what suits right to me and my life...
And what is good and what is not good, do we need anyone to tell us that?