night and morning anamoly

In the nights the resolve is steely that something extraordinary will happen the next morning...
In the morning, it becomes a dampener...
Psst...
It is wrong committing something without observing a pattern emerging out of the past few fortnights performance. Excusing oneself is the easy way out but that is the only way out in trying circumstances. This is amply clear to someone who bore the brunt on-the-business-front and even clearer to the other one who has suffered excruciationg mental agony of committment.
The back-up should be there in place before starting a venture.