The familiar surroundings beckon!

Oh, I love the sticky leaves of my garden now when i am off it and stranded in a concrete jungle! How can one rue over the loss? I mean in what ways can one express the deepest desire to smell the breath of fresh air emanating from the familiar shores of my village! Every village has its own story. Forget about Kerela being God's own country. Probably god resides in villages more than in the cities or let us presume that god is in the cities only on weekends. Because God is simple and does not wish to take care of urban machinations at times.
Yeah, there is an intensity required to stand up to a cause. In my case it is rather simple as well as complicated as I prefer to listen to the heart and not much to the mind. It is strange why so much emphasis is given on sacrificing your instincts every now and then. Probably the rules to live have changed over a period of time and I am living eons away from the so called mainstream.
I can only say, "The heart has its own reasons whereof reason knows nothing"!
Donno know but somehow pantheism attracts now.Is God really found in nature? Life is life everywhere. I will try to find out life in the melee that upsets my conscience normally. It will be difficult but I will try.