what is the confusion?

I think of renouncing but end up not doing so becz of the fear of the unforeseen and partly also because of the awareness that to renounce I must achieve something.
Another day, no value addition and packing bag from the office with zero contribution...
Therein lies the confusion. What do I want?
I suppz that I have found a medium where I can share my confusions...
There are many...
Getting late for the cab...
Will try to post as many as possible...